I really got my ass kicked today. I was so tired I was feeling asleep standing around in my bogu. Tuesday Sensei came on Thursday again. This is very confusing to me as well. It was a pretty standard practice, with no real insihgt, just a desire to survive. I managed to practice against two sensei today, including Speedy Sensei who now has his own dojo in Jersey. I was told to relax and not to relent. I sort of lost my temper a little, but not in a bad way--just an explosive burst at the end. Other than that, it was just exhausting, hot, and sweaty--chest tight and head tight from a men perhaps tied to tight, though plenty of monomi.